Winning is about awareness of self
Winning is about making informed choices
Winning is about living each moment to its best
Winning is about rising above wrongs ‘n’ rights, shedding biases
Finding ‘Self’ was the next step. Discovering what illumines my heart and soul. How do I give my best to myself and those who matter! How do I turn around my journey from ordinary to extraordinary…and feel like a winner in each endeavor of life !
I was playing an ordinary role
None to make me feel special, dreary was my stroll,
Nothing to make me eternal, no gigantic goal,
That was perhaps how I lived, paying no heed to my soul
Humble dwelling, unpretentious parentage
Middling mind, unadorned appearance
No God’s gift, no fêted existence
There was no aura, devoid of radiance
So should I accept and grow like a weed or a scented flower
Do I just live with ordinary dreams n desire
No, I have to burn for brilliance, I have to hunt my treasure
Let me not put my feet up, ther’s no time for leisure
I am not willing to let go, howsoever ordinary I am still
For I have to seed in my heart, an extraordinary will
Tenacity to evolve, a fire thus kindled
To acquire distinct knowledge, cultivate peerless skill
I will be my own sculptor; I will find my own mentors
Will shape my own future and sculpt my character
Will add new hues to fiber and new sheen to texture
I have to find my goal, my forte and my stature
I have decided to fight and fight till I win
I will stand resilient, no matter how elfin
A secret pledge I took, never shall I give in
To find myself a reason and life’s true meaning
And it’s been so strenuous, not an easy road to choose
Every step was challenge, and every turn bemused
I bejeweled grit and gumption, adorned with aptitude
Little by little I grew to attain my magnitude
Although lost in crowd, I had my own face
No mask, no facade, one of my true race
You may not however fall for, certainly would reminisce
Embracing my dignity, with new acquired grace
My promise to myself, has finally come true
My misery for being so oblivious, I have finally paid adieu
No reason for despair, no moments of blue
For some things better than others, I can certainly do
I followed my heart with a strong will and might
Garnered robust logic, clarity above wrong and right
Made my way through dense woods, fueling my own light
No longer will I lose, never will get wiped
I treasured every pearl of wisdom on my way
Pushed back with higher thrust, each time I washed away
Learnt to ride the high tide, drowning every day
Was I willing to ever give in..Oh never ! No Way !
Oh dear God, whatever you may create for hindrance
I’ll take that as your way to preach me perseverance
To salvage my self esteem, I covet so intense
Never to alter my course till I discover life’s true essence!